初次愛上: Lost
到咗二月初,距離返學嘅日子越嚟越近,我嘅心情都越嚟越複雜,到底我要點樣面對佢,眨吓眼,又到返學嘅日子。
我唔夠膽入班房,拖時間拖左10幾分鐘,但係我明白咁樣唔係方法,我入咗去班房,見到佢坐住喺我隔離,專心緊做緊功課,好似冇乜嘢,我坐到埋位,佢就拉開左張枱,我以為佢想同我分開坐,好彩佢係擺啲嘢,我問咗佢一句,咁我哋係唔係朋友?佢話:點解唔係?跟住佢笑左我一陣,佢話:或者係我對男女關係太敏感掛,因為我小學冇乜朋友,所以人際關係唔係太好。雖然佢咁樣講,但係我都覺得,我哋嘅關係又變返零。
係第二日,出邊好大雨,行雷閃電,偏偏喺八點嘅時候先掛8號風球,我都唔明,春天點解會有風球。係呢一日,我哋可以選擇自行放學,或者喺課室度玩一日,天恩佢揀自行放學,但係出到去先發現啲車停晒,呢個時候,我返緊屋企,天恩佢冇地方去,佢WhatsApp搵我,佢問:有冇方法出到去九龍,我答佢:或者我嗰邊有架小巴未停。佢話:你可唔可以帶我去,我就喺學校門口。我答佢好啊,我見到佢成身濕晒,本身打算問佢,上唔上住我屋企先?
但係後尾諗,男女好似唔係太好。之後去到小巴站,班車啱啱走咗,亦都係最後一班。咁佢而家冇地方去,我問咗佢一句,上唔上我屋企唞吓先,而家咁樣你都冇地方去?佢話:好似唔係太好喎,我話,你唔介意就得。佢答返我,咁行啦。到咗屋企,我見到佢喺度做功課,我緊張到唔知做咩好,我就去咗整嘢食先,整完嘢食,見到佢瞓着咗係張梳發度,或者佢有少少感冒,我幫佢凹咗件衫,跟住俾佢喺度瞓,過咗幾個鐘之後,雨停左,交通陸陸續續恢復正常,佢都醒咗,佢話,時間都唔早,我要走啦。我帶佢落去小巴站。
出門口之前,佢噴左香水,跟住......錫左我一啖,跟住話拖住我隻手落小巴站,我全程緊張到唔夠膽講嘢,佢上小巴嘅時候,佢小巴上面講咗句嘢,我聽唔到,跟住佢就走左。