走在3年08個月之間: 蠢事

[I met him again. ]
不知道哪時開始，我們多用英文打訊息。可能是我英文不大好，總覺得有點距離。

WhatsApp 中留言。你的電話，是從不下線的嗎？不知你最後上線的時間，也許你在等些甚麼...

然後，我看見「輸入中...」
[Tell me more.]
[Ｉ visited him as he separated with Zita.]
[How was he?]
[He's fine. Seems nothing serious. That's unfair to me. I were hurt but he wasn't . Why?]


[Let them go.]
[I think I have forgotten everything but it's not indeed.]
[I know that feeling. I do STUPID things today.]
[what?]
[I logged in her email box again and again. I miss her a lot so I can underatand.]
[That's not stupid at all.....]
原來你不下線，是因為等著她。


這幾天半夜裡，當Kenny 睡著了，我會走到露台，按著133, 然後是那個熟悉的號碼。聽到他睡夢中的聲音後，我會立即掛掉，已經一個星期了。I am stupid too.



為甚麼我們都要幹著蠢事？