至從黎到加拿大之後,我同Rachel的關係就疏遠左好多。

每日一個鐘頭嘅 video call 或者可以勉強維繫到感情,但實在難保當初嘅激情。而喺year 1開學嘅嗰段時間,我身邊都有唔少嘅誘惑,不過當時我就唔敢做對唔住Rachel嘅事。

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Tiffany,CBC,我玩ocamp時候認識。雖然個樣麻麻,但係享有一副驕人嘅身材,男人見到佢對雙峰不禁望多兩眼。


因為當時仲long d緊,我玩ocamp嘅原意純粹係識返多啲friend,唔想淨係停留係香港人嘅同溫層。唔知係咪佢嗰排無咩安全感, Rachel 一聽到我要參加ocamp嘅時候就好唔開心,同我鬧左場大交,搞到兩個人嘅關係跌入低谷。




Ocamp day 2 係最令人期待嘅disco night,好多人都被酒精同埋費洛蒙所影響,幾乎見到合眼緣嘅就會開始打茄輪,dance floor 好似變成左大型群交現場。

‘Hey!What’s your name?' 
我第一眼望到佢嘅一副濃妝同假眼睫毛,就知道佢係典型嘅ABG (Asian Baby Girl), 講真就唔係我嗰type黎嘅。但係見到佢一副黑色緊身連身裙,前凸後翹,點都會想同佢傾多兩句。

‘C'mon Justin, let's grab another drink'
'Take it easy your Asian flush is showing.'
'Nah you're capping, I'm literally so sober right now!'
'That's what a drunk person would say!'


佢一手拉我去飲vodka shots,跟住去番dance floor繼續跳舞。

Dance floor 播緊 Katy Perry 嘅 Last Friday Night,大家都好似忘記左出面個世界發生緊咩事。唔知係咪開始有啲醉,我覺得佢越黎越正,我地兩個被音樂嘅旋律帶動,身體越靠越近,佢嘅眼神變得越黎越誘人。

‘You know what, fuck it, let's just kiss'
Tiffany 講完呢句之後就錫埋黎,我當刻反應唔切,過左兩秒先輕輕推開佢。佢去搵其他friend之後,我先發覺自己好似做錯事咁,心入面難免有啲愧疚。

‘我好掛住你啊’  我嘗試send whatsapp 比Rachel,但係就只得來一個單tick。我離開左disco room之後,依然聽到隱約嘅音樂聲:

"...think we kissed but I forgot last Friday night..."



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去到Day 3,我突然之間收到我中同嘅whatsapp grp message,其中一個人send左一條片俾我。
‘LKF,你條女?’
‘Diu想講前兩日都好似見到佢同呢條仔一齊’

喺條片入面,我見到一個熟悉嘅背影同一個陌生嘅男仔深情擁抱,然後拖手離開現場。原來喺我離開加拿大之後,Rachel就已經搵到我嘅代替品。我當時除左對佢失望之外,更加係對自己一直為佢嘅付出而覺得可笑。由亦家開始,我寧願做狗公fuckboy,都唔會再做finish last嘅 nice guy。

‘Hey Tiff, wanna come over to my room for drinking games tonight?'
'Hell yeah, my room's ppl are lame as fuck'

(續)

 
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