放完假個日,唔好話講野,連眼神接觸佢都要迴避,睇黎大家對個晚發生既事有所介懷。搞到我成日都無心機上堂,所以我想同佢道歉,想同佢講我一時用氣,所以我決定試下wts佢。返到屋企,我第一時間就攞起電話,「sorry,我想同你道歉,你得陣得唔得閒?」我將句野打左係傳送框,係我諗緊sd唔sd個時,我見到左上個既icon,再唔係佢既自拍,因為好撚細,我放大左黎睇,「我不想再離開你<3」個張相中間打左呢句,而張相係佢同一個男仔既自拍.我想知咩事,我上左去佢ig,佢既頭一張相.都係個張同個男仔既自拍,下面寫住:「唔好 再離開我,平安夜沒了你,你可嘗知我多麼想你!」我個下真係嬲到仆街,仲嬲過個晚,我望住部電話講,「你竟然當我係水泡,唔怪得個晚你無啦啦找我啦!!!」我真係好想對住佢咁講,但係,我有咩資格嬲啊?   

跟住個幾個月,都係過住每日同啊怡訴苦,聽下啊銘佢同佢條女幾甜蜜,有時聽下啊軒同佢條女嘈架個啲野,上英文堂就......以前我一直都係到諗,可以同佢同班就好啦,唔洗等英文堂。但係現實永遠都唔係同幻想既一樣,點都係有啲差距。   

好快就大考啦,我個幾日都無溫書,只係掛住打機,同埋......諗住啊言。個幾日都唔敢踏入圖書館,好怕一開門就見到啊言同第二個男仔坐埋一齊,好怕見到一個比我好多多聲既男仔......個幾日,開始想忘記佢,但日日都係忍唔住走去偷偷咁窺望佢,上ig cap低佢啲扭相,真係好似個變態。我無辦法唔咁做,我真係接觸唔到佢,我只係一個肥宅,仲要比人當水泡......

成個大考,我根本就專心唔到,考得好差,當我以為我要留級,估唔到學校比我重考,而同我重考既當然有掛住溝女既啊軒同啊銘啦,仲有重讀一年都仲要重考既怡姐。重考係一個曬你時間既地方,所以無咩特別,重考完就放暑假。

日日係屋企都無野做,過下一日,過下又一日,過暑假唔係就係咁嫁咩?暑假日日都碌電話,碌完fb碌ig,碌完ig再碌fb,得閒咪睇下啊言有無新仔囉。我開始唔敢去幻想可以同佢開始,我就好似一個小粉絲,我識佢,佢唔識我,雖然咁樣唔係我奢望,但總好過我追佢,然後食左個大檸檬。「你個死肥宅,三分顏色上大紅,你stop la,我永遠都唔會鍾意啲死肥宅啊!」佢都講埋出黎,咁我有得點姐。只好做一個苦戀者......   



咁就一個無聊既暑假,咁就f3啦,咁姐係又要開學啦,但係唔同上年,今年見唔到佢條小路到。我真係好希望番番去一年前,同佢邂逅......但係過左去就過左去,邊有得番轉頭,人生總有幾樣遺憾既事,係無take two。

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